fault.

Don't blame Elizabeth for my death,

maybe for the way I died,

but I was going to do it all along anyway.
She just put it into perspective,

made it glamorous and well,

took the effort of the whole planning thing away.
Sure, it's her fault if you want,

but you can't avoid the rest of them,

Holden, Jack, Tyler.
It's like one giant void,
not seen through your eyes,
more liked cried through mine.
I don't want to be anything,
living or dead,
and I do not want to be your sympathy case.